I didn't realize you were in Hershey, for some reason I thought Philly. They have such great restaurants there and Harrisburg and it is really pretty.
I feel you on the waking up feeling the loss. Its like waking up with and empty pit in you, you cannot fill along with a terrible ache. I have been better on sleep but that cause how much I have been working out and then staying up to 1 and waking at 6. In the morning then I just lay there cuddling with my dog. That's the great thing about dogs no matter what anyone else things they let you know how much you are loved.
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16