I was able to sit in the same room as STBXH on Monday and I asked him few questions regarding my house sale as it's his job to see the potential of a property or not. It was a cordial conversation.
Today didn't see much of him as soon as he was in, I went out with the dog, then got back in and straight out for my first singing lesson! OMG I was so rubbish but I gave it my best and I'm proud of that. So for a duet Shotgun I think it might take a while! STBXH on his way out asked me about the house I wanted to view. I thanked him for asking. He stayed by the door, so I stopped what I was doing and went towards him to answer his questions as I found it rude of him (I couldn't see him). Nevertheless all that time he never looked at me once!
Now is the best part, since Mother's Day I have been feeling sad/ unsettled about my conversation with him and this morning I woke up saying: Do I really want to be like that for the rest of my life? NO. Do I deserve to be treated how I am/ was? NO. Do I deserve to put my life on hold and accept his crumbs while he has moved on? NO. So when I saw him tonight there wasn't any physical attraction on my side, then I couldn't care less about what he did or said.
As far I'm concerned my M is really over and I need to move on with my life!
