V, I am sorry to hear of the work struggles. You know that saying God only gives us what he thinks we can handle! He knows your strength! I know it too!
I too get frightened for my future! I know what you are feeling. I am trusting in God that he has a better plan for all of us. He has a plan for you also! Have faith!
I have not had a chance to get caught up on all of your situation with your H. From what I gather, there is no contact since the D was filed? I am ot sure how it works over there, but my XW ignored all documents from my attorney and from the court. Judge ruled her in default. Gave her time to respond and then we had the hearing. Divorce Done!
Keep your head up Lady V!
Me:44 EXW 44 Wonderful Children M11, T14 BD 6/14 OM Confirmed Divorce Final 2/25/16 "It works if you work it!"