Joe's New Life

[Joe46]

Good Morning Everyone!! So I have decided I would like to stick around and try to be help where I can. I can at least lend support here. I am grateful for this place and the people here.

I am taking my time dealing with my divorce. I think the feeling of sadness I feel is more for my marriage and the good times we had. I am at peace with my divorce, but at the same time this is not how I thought things were going to be. I love my children so much and now I will have to deal with them being gone during Christmas and in the summer. I will have to deal with another man in their lives also.

I just realized why I was feeling a little down and maybe sensitive today. Last year I coached my daughters 3 on 3 basketball team. It could not have been at a better time. It made me feel good inside. Something I love to do! I had alot of fun! The girls did really well! This year most of the girls wanted me to coach again. One of the girls asked someone else to do it and just took over everything. I was looking forward to it again. I am a little disappointed. It might sound silly, but doing things that I like are important right now. It helps me heal and helps me with my GAL things. But I do have plenty of other things to get done. So onward and upward!