The begining of the rest of my new life? (3)

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Well,
The weekend went well.
We looked like and behaved like a normal family.
We went to the cinema together, to dinner together, to the opera together.
STBXW smiled at me, shared food with me over dinner, made me taste her desert, told a lot of stories about the kids.
We walked alongside each other on the street.
I kept some distance, smiled less and shared less than she did, but more, much more, than since the separation back in October.
There was no R talk.
Crossing a bridge, S7 noticed a locker there and said it was because the couple who had put it there never wanted to break. He then said mom and I had never put a locker on a bridge.
STBXW had to give some kind of explanation.
What did I feel?
I felt no attraction for this woman. I felt that if I would meet this person now I would never try to conquer her. I felt that it was nice to have the family acting as close as possible as a family, and that was it.
I realised that if things would change for the better, which they don't seem like, I would need to make a choice. The choice of loving STBXW again.