Thank you Reds and everyone else for letting me vent and trying to help me through this. I really appreciate it and all of you out there. I am still up for Thornton's BBQ idea, kinda a broken hearts club alumni event.

Anyway I woke up in better spirits today. Texted S13 that I loved him and to have a great day. He is home sick from school today. I will check in on him in a bit. I was thinking of taking some time off and picking him up so someone could watch over him while he is sick. He told me he feels like he is going to throw up. I can't help but think it has to do with the stress he is going through.

Tomorrow I have my counseling appointment. I had to move it last week because of time and funds. Paying the copay for him, paying for the coaching here, getting money around for retainer of L, catching up on the two bills she failed to pay for the last 4+ months, and S13 and my trip to NYC on the 18th makes money a little tight. Plus I am not the greatest financial planner. That needs to be something I work on too.

Any way, maybe IC could give me some ideas to make S less resistant to counseling. I hope everyone is doing well and GALing.


Me 41
W 33
M 2013
Suspect A 11/15
Confirm A 1/16
She moved out 2/14/16
Stepson 13
Stepson 16