Hi everyone. Thank you for checking in. Things are much better. I am now definitely much more stable on the daily meds. I really had a hard go at it for awhile. Still dealing with sleep issues, but it is not nerves and thoughts and worry, it is now more something I can't explain. Like a clock I open my eyes at 3:00-4:00 am. This morning was 3:15 am. Can't get back to sleep after that. This is most likely a side effect of the med. I am working slowly to move the dose to the evenings. Even on weekends when I stay up much later, I will pop up at 5:00 am.
Everything else has been going much better. Been staying plenty busy for the most part. I am not trying to fill every minute of every day any more, and enjoying some of my down time. Meeting with the W tonight to go over her bills and start the transfer process to her. Haven't seen her in probably a month and a half, and only 2 brief conversations that she called me in the last month and a half. Everything is really friendly. No issues there. I will be telling her tonight it is time to start thinking about getting her stuff out of our apartment and into a storage unit at some point in the near future, as I will be looking to move into a smaller place. But that will all depend on what financial agreements we come to tonight.
I miss her, and I miss my family (her family), and it still [censored], but I am getting by. I no longer feel helpless. I am sure the meds have a lot to do with that.
IC is at a stop. My C got fired. I will be going back to my original C once she returns from vacation.
Me:34 W:33 R: 15 years M: 7 years W moved out: 11/21/15 BD: 11/20/15 - ILYBINILWY, PA once LRT: 12/14/15
