Had a real eureka moment last night. Heating now connected again and I have warmth ! I have food in the house. My pooch lying (snoring) next to me. Seeing my boys at the weekend. Am killing it at work. Am running 5k under 30 mins. Rugby is on this weekend, I've been asked out for a curry tomorrow and I am not sure I care that much that ex is on the dating sites..odd feeling. My then was not my forever. My now is not my forever. The pain of losing my wife is still extraordinarily strong, but I am learning to deal with it in a way that I feel I am truly GAL and not just faking it. Has anyone else got to this point ? I know I will have more downs, loosing the house is the next biggie but I have faith in myself at the moment. I feel a bit guilty for feeling like this ? Shouldn't I be sad still, am I moving on to fast ? Have I or am I dealing with my emotions fully ? Or am I just getting better at GAL ? Just wanted to share this. If I were asked 5 weeks ago, I'd have told anyone I was done and would never get over this, now I think...you know what, I might just be ok...I might even smile today !
me45,W43 S9,S5 T15yrs M10yrs BD 4/07/15 W wants D 4/07/15 W filed 8/05/15 D petition arrived 21/12/15 Merry xmas, W,S5 S9 moved out 5/2/16
