Nygal.. I just want to give you a hug. I know its hard and stinks.
I had someone tell me one thing we can do is make ourselfs look and feel like a million dollars. Haircut, make up, dermatologist..you are on a roll. Keep doing what it takes to make you feel like the sexy confident women you are inside. I don't want indifference either but maybe indifference in db means more like you have accepted You don't need her but want her back vs you Just don't care about her at all.
