I'm sorry to hear you're concerned, I have complete faith in you. Keep breathing. Do what you can do today and then rest. Tomorrow the same. At some point your XH will surface and some of the legal stuff can finally come to close. And then your heart can rest even more.
One day at a time right? The future will be guided by a higher power. You've helped so many people on here that I believe you've got a boatload of good karma coming your way.
Big hugs to you Lady V,
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