Oh, I am so sorry Sparks, that is truly awful. The one constant I have always had in my life is my family. I can't imagine how much it hurts to have them turn on you. Your H was right - your mom knew that you loved her and you only did what was best for her. Never let anyone tell you otherwise. Take it from me, moms know, we always do.
Do you have anybody besides your mutual friends you can reach out to? Co-workers, old friends, etc? Have you tried a divorce care group?
I'm so glad you get your match soon. You have such a bright future ahead of you and we already know how strong you are. You are doing great - I just wish you had more support nearby to help when needed.
M 44 H 46 M 20yrs T 25 yrs S15 S12
ILYBINILWY 7/18/15 Move to MBR 9/8/15 Physical Separation 10/10/15 Suspect A 8/2015 Confirm A 12/27/15 D filed by H 2/2/16