Squiggy-All day today I have been practicing my power poses. I feel a little more confident today then usual. Hopefully doing it everyday is going to change how I feel about myself.
Tim- I wish I knew that before. H had a dog but he ignored it. He ignored our own dog. Maybe once in a blue moon she gets love but its 95% go lay down daisy, you're in my way daisy, get off the couch daisy etc from him. It is okay though she is mommy's big baby and the kids love on her 24/7.
YES I KNOW not to introduce men to my kids. It would be at LEAST 6 months solid dating and then maybe another 3-6 before I mentioned him being a boyfriend and besides just this is mom's friend. I do not want guys around my kids. Sometimes I think maybe I can wait until they go to college to date. I would be 38 with a 20 and 18 year old.
1313- Lol I have a few Lp's in my house from the previous owner. It's a record, I am young but I know some stuff. It did make me smile though reading that, I was like oh my gosh. You may have socks older then me though. I can't deny that one.
Squiggy- Yes my kids are my #1 priority right now. My sweet baby angels. My H asked how my sick son was and I said same as this morning, may need a hospital trip if his fever does not go down because he is not drinking or eating and may need an IV.( Dr said that.) I got a OMG are you serious, why are they always going to the hospital. I feel like he was mad about it. A- hospitals are the only thing open after 5 pm B- where else can your 3 year old get an IV at? Like really..I didn't reply because I just don't know what to say to that one.
Maybe when-if I need to man hunt I will have to be the assertive one and go for one of the quiet guys on the side vs that guys who want to be players and talk to me. Not that I have any desire to date right now.
I have a few older guys who do not care that I have kids and think I am so wonderful wanting to at least take me to dinner but I can't. The guilt of even thinking of going makes me say no.
One is 34, one is 28 and one is 30. All have good jobs(fireman/rn, a high up computer programming job, and a person in the military), own their houses, own their own cars, etc. But I worry they aren't really nice and just want me because I am an emotional vulnerable wreck aka easy target.
