So, as many others have said before I can't believe how much things have changed for me I used to have a very loving and caring wife who was always there for me was there for the kids and always always had my back and now she has done such a big 180 that I almost can't fathom how things have gotten to this point I know that I made some mistakes I know that she made some mistakes but I truly believe that if two people really want to make it work they can and I know that I am more than willing to make it work I just think that living in the same house makes it so much better on one level because you can see each other and have more opportunities to interact and do 180 but at the same time it's difficult because that person doesn't stop doing what they're doing in front of you and pushing you away and challenging you to continue being that old person that they hate I guess so that they can feel good about leaving you I just don't know sometimes.
