Lonely Hearts Club V

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Rouky mi amor I am doing well. The spring is returning to my step and I can see a bright light at the end of the tunnel. I have cute girls showing interest in me and that helps a ton. None of them are so cute or appealing as my Rouky though. Getting a few things done on the divorce front and maybe that is moving forward. I am off to see my therapist so maybe when I get back home I will have a different perspective. I feel like I am ready to proceed without the therapist for now but who knows? She told me from the beginning that her job was to get me to where I didn't need her. I also recognize that I have to do most of this on my own. For certain there will many tough days ahead and I pray that I will look like a man on the witness stand. I just want there to be fairness in the judges decision. I feel really good physically and I look fantastic. My color is more like it used to be and I have a very athletic build to me now. I will continue the work in the gym to first be fit and second to look my best. I already look as good as any fifty year old man and I attract plenty of attention. Still not ready to have a relationship and probably not ready to date but I'm leaving open the option of going out with my Rouky! Perhaps we will share a tear and a beer. You are right that tomorrow is another day. Tomorrow will be a much better day for us because we live in the truth and will not compromise going forward. We know exactly what we are looking for now. So lets finish the week strong and do a little GAL this weekend. Not sure what to do as I will have S13 and he may have something to do. Thinking of you always mi amor! Mark