The good times can never last. It's been so nice for almost a week. Then today happens. W name is still on a bill and they sent a cancellation notice to et. She lost her mind and blew up about how I am going to f her credit and how did I f this up. Etc. so I called her. Explained the situation calmly and apologized for allowing things to get as far as they did and it getting her involved. I got why didn't you let me know? I said like the 3-4 times I asked you to talk about finances with me and you blew it off?
She is going to fight tooth and nail for every penny that I say she owes me and she said I guess we can't be civil looks like we will have to lawyer up to sort this.
I replied well maybe they can sort it and get this all over with right away. But she thinks we have to be separated at year.
This is the first time in almost a month I have cried for M. Or because of W. I decided that I have to call L though and see what I can do to get the D ball rolling. I don't want a D as I had some hope there could be R. The venom and spite that was spewed at me today tho really shook my head.
Made me realize I am holding out for something that makes me unhappy. That the W I thought I loved is not a good person and is probably the most selfish being I know. I no longer want to be associated with her. I am done.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
