She's thinking of leaving again 4

[NYGal]

I'm not sure if it's guilt. I'm not sure if it's JUST friendship. I believe it could be keeping a door open. But you're right, Sotto, it's a waste of time to try and figure it out.
Scrant, just be your cheerful, wonderful self whenever you're out and about.

I know this is the hardest thing ever. I struggle with it every day, as you can see on my thread. My fear is that the longer we're in NC, the better ow will look and the closer they'll get. But now there's nothing I can do about it. I'm not about to break the NC while she's caught up with some things at work that are keeping her very busy and probably a bit upset...