Red - Got some homework for ya. Will only take about 23 minutes Look up a Ted Talk called Your Body Language Shapes Who You Are. Start practicing that every single time WH is in front of you. It'll start giving you more strength and confidence in situations like that.
As per the late at night questions and wonderings, they won't go away either for a while or until you truly, truly detach. The best you can do is refocus.
Listen to your friends. You are a beautiful woman. I don't even need to see the exterior to know that. Time to start believing them.
M: 8.5 T:10 Me:37 W:34 S:6
Retrouvaille and W moves back- 7/31/15 Piecing - 7/4/15 to present