Yes I hate it.
I'm 50 now and I feel like every day waiting is a day lost.
You wait for them and there is no guarantee you will ever R, and in the meantime there could be someone out there who you could spend the rest of your life with and be happy, and
someone else snaps them up, its almost a no win sitch!
I often wonder if one day our former partners are ever going to really understand how much they hurt us?


H 50
W 46
T 31
M 24
EA 11.11.15
PA not sure.
Dx3
Separated 5.12.15 (not legally)