She was contacting me, and I was responding in mostly a strong and confident manner. (But not completely.) Then I lost it and got impatient and told her to leave me alone. And that stopped all the progress we had made. I miss her. I think I made a mistake by telling her I didn't want to hear about her angst anymore. I can't work this out in my head! I feel her slipping away and into ow's arms. And that stinks.

Please, isn't there another way? I do have one more bill I need to tell her about... it was due and paid on Saturday... yet I don't really want to be the one to initiate anything. Damn, why can't we mind read???


11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker
Reconciling since late April 2016
Don't give up until it's time, then move on
Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat