8 days is nothing. Really. You have to see that. I know it feels like an eternity but it is 8 days.

Why do want to see her so bad? For more meaningless words?

Not trying to me insensitive but trying to shift your thoughts. Believe me you didn't make her stay away by saying leave me alone. People aren't built that way. She went and got another woman and has treated you like crap but you still want her. You can't believe her being away has anything to do with you or what you said.

No chance

Contact is fine but you are no where near ready for it. You still think contact will fix this.

M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15