Wonka? Are you out there? I can't get past this feeling that I made a big mistake when I told W to leave me alone. It was not the dramatic turnaround last resort type thing I was hoping for. And it came a few days after she said she was soooooo close to coming back and wanted to have dinner to talk about us, and no, not just to be friends. Of course, it was also two days after effing Valentine's effing day that she spent with ow.
I am so very uneasy with this NC. I fear she has shifted and even though it's only 8 days since an email, it's making me crazy. I feel her slipping away.
How come she can come to my window (weeks ago now) and look up at me like a sad puppy dog, but I can't pursue her? Augggghhhh. I can't stand this.
It's going to be up and down for me for some time, and I'm going to have to ask the same questions over and over and over. I'm not yet able to stay grounded.
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat
