Thanks Bud! It is exciting and fun, I'm sure it will take off. I'll be physically fit and tan all summer, and doing some pretty cool activities... Whitewater Rafting, Kayaking, SUP and Biking. As well as teaching/nurturing the next generation of environmental stewards.
I do remember you saying multiple times.... Not my circus. Not my monkeys. I think I'm going to steal that line and repeat it to myself.
Perhaps this is bad to admit, but it has been a year and I can still say that I do care for her and I do miss her. But she is not the woman she used to be. Nor does she care for me in the slightest. She is cunning, manipulative, false and untrustworthy. I think you are correct... I still look for a connection, look at how I am affected, look for avenues to manipulate or to settle the score. However, at the same time. I really do have little no interaction with this woman.
Not my circus. Not my monkeys.
I guess that solves my hospital problem.... The kids will go with X-MIL and they can bring flowers or something of the like. I will not go.
Me: 32 W: 29 T:8 M: 6 D4 S2 M - 8/2008 W is not happy - 1/2014 W wants D - 9/2014 W moved out - 11/2014 D filed - 1/23/2015 D'ed - 2/25/2015 Gave X the Letter - 11/10/2015
