Now, the real work begins...Part III

[broke]

So I just texted back that we'd take the tickets if he still had them. I said thank you. I kept it short and to the point.

The really crappy thing is just as I was feeling better and not concerned about any interaction with H for 4-5 days, he contacts me with a nice gesture. And I'm happy to have the contact even though I know that this doesn't mean anything. He was making nice gestures the whole time he was lying and cheating. In fact, I think the nice gestures came after spending time with the OW. I think the guilt does it. Too bad the guilt doesn't cause him to want to save his marriage and family.

I HATE being on this roller coaster. I'm so ready to get off this ride. I don't want to care....I want to be indifferent. Ugh. I'm not going to let this take me off track today though. I'm making the choice to stay even. I feel strong enough (today) to not go too low on the roller coaster.

Thanks for the advice guys!