Remember when we were talking about H not being very lovable? I'm sure we could add a few more words to that description at this point. Right now he is just dulling your shine. It's time to drop the rope and move forward, whatever that may look like.

Maximus highlighted something that I had to do as well. I really had to let go of my W. Let go with no expectations of the MR ever returning. Besides, I didn't want that MR at all. When you become free from the pressure of reactions and expectations, it is so so so so so so so liberating. Being the bellhop for your H and falling into his traps is not going to get you anywhere. Further, if you never, ever end up back with your H, would you want another one playing the same game?

This is why we have told you to work on YOU for the benefit of YOU. Work on those faults that you can find, improve the things you are proud of, and add to the whole mix what will make you stand out. Reinvent yourself in the image you want. You've already got one hell of a start. You are vibrant, exciting, intelligent, and insightful. People here love and respond to you. Keep going, Red. Your corner is cheering.

M: 8.5 T:10
Me:37 W:34 S:6

Retrouvaille and W moves back- 7/31/15
Piecing - 7/4/15 to present