I almost feel like I needed to hit the bottom. Like REALLY have it as my wakeup call that I need to wakeup.
I wokeup today, went to the gym, used a personal trainer, went to breakfast with a friend, now relaxing at her house until I go home.
I feel good today.
No more drinking and talking on the phone. No more nothing. I feel like it was a test anyways to see hey will my wife still show up at 1:30 if I tell her too because I want to see her shirt? Answer was yes. Will it happened again NO.
I'm NOT his wife. I need to remind myself this.
I'm the mother of the kids and nothing more.
I'm ready to redo my room today. I am excited.
I'm going to see my friend later. It will be a good day. It will be.
