Where will we go from here

[TimR]

I did answer because I started to worry she would get angry again and start again threatening to withhold S. I just said "I would guess it is just because we live in a small town." She then text me about the handyman who I knew in high school. I really wanted to stay with the NC and drop it but I am also trying to weigh the pros and cons of what could happen with S13 too.

The real bad thing is now I feel like crap and want her back so bad. It seems every time I am able to move a bit forward she does something to pull me back into pining for her.