Who knows what H is thinking or even if he is with OW. Hell, he could be working the tilt-a-whirl ride at the carnival and traveling as a carnie.
I know it's hard, but it doesn't matter what H is doing. Because that's his life and yours is yours. Make your life your focus, make it beautiful. If H wants to eventually tag along, great. If not, you'll have done the work to succeed at whatever avenue you do take.
Yes, there is so much to be grateful for. One thing I'm grateful for is you, Broke. I'm not kidding. I truly value your support and your friendship.
