Thank you guys for the kind words. It makes me smile coming and reading what you all wrote.
Confession time
I had too much fun on saturday night..that I'm regretting today.
Long story short I ended up hanging out with my H at 1:30-2 am in my inlaws garage extremely tipsy start bike week and I may have tried to throw myself at him at the time. He did not do anything with sex but just wanted to cuddle and hug.
I woke up this morning hoping it was a mistake and that I was dreaming it.
Nope he brought it up today saying if I needed to comeover for anything i can't come looking for something. No offense.
I thought I hit rock bottom but I think rock bottom was last night.
Why did I go over to be with him at 1:30am. Wtf is wrong with me. I feel like the last few days I went into a downward spiral.
I just said idk what you are talking about and let it go. I'm going to pretend it didnt happen.
The only good thing about hitting rock bottom is there is no where but up now.
I honestly have no idea what happened that night..horribledecisiona.
