Where will we go from here

[TimR]

Well, I managed to get off my chair and go out to run. I did 4.2 miles in about 33 or 34 minutes. Yeah not the greatest time but for my first time, I will take it. At least I managed to do it and only walked for a very short distance, maybe 25 yards to catch my breath at the very end.

Church was good, the Gospel was the prodigal son, so priest talked a lot about reconciliation. I think that is a sign I must keep the limbo and wait for the WW to come back and show unconditional love and true reconciliation. That does not mean I am going to stop working on me, or stop moving forward. Rather that is how I will be the best me for if she does come back in the future.

DivorceCare... IDK about. There were only 4 people there. All were cheated on. Tonight's lesson was what the bible says about divorce. I don't think I want to know, because I don't want to be divorced and I certainly at this point am not going to give up and file. The reason I am not sure if I like it is the religion aspect. I am very private about my religion. Also, the way they talk it seems to hopeless. I don't want to be hopeless, I need to maintain my hope. Needless to say a felt a bit more depressed than when I went in. I think I will try again next weekend but am hesitant.

Tomorrow is a new day and another day to work on me! I look forward to tomorrow cause I get to see S13 tomorrow.