I love what Thornton wrote. Every. Single. Word. It was absolutely on point. You are doing so well. I know you are hurting - gosh do I know. But, I spent most of my time in bed during the first two months of this drama. You are out there GAL'ing like a queen!
Don't send the email…..he will find his way back if he wants to come back. He has to have the time to figure himself out and see that he misses you. Please learn from my mistakes. Honestly, I feel like if I would've been DB'ing as early as you, my M might have had a chance. I begged, I pleaded, I pursued. I sent texts, I sent emails, I forced talks about our relationship at every turn. If you send the email, you back him into a corner and he pushes back. He will bail. His mind is a mess right now and he would take the easy way out.
You are strong, Sparks. I know you don't think so. I wish I had taken video of me or pictures of me to show you just how much better you are doing than you think. Keep going with the detaching. You got this.
M 44 H 46 M 20yrs T 25 yrs S15 S12
ILYBINILWY 7/18/15 Move to MBR 9/8/15 Physical Separation 10/10/15 Suspect A 8/2015 Confirm A 12/27/15 D filed by H 2/2/16
