We all want to do that at times sparkles. The question is do you want to know the answer? You know what answer you want, are you ready for the answer you don't want?
I in no way shape or form claim to be over WW. I think of her a lot. The feelings are there, I am however not as effected by the thought of her as I was. I am ready for someone to tell me she is moved on? That she is happier and better without me? Not at all.
You are doing very good with moving forward and GAL. If ever our S want to come back I think they will. And like most WS or WAS they have to get that shock to shake them of their fantasy. Then they have to grieve like we are now.
Personally I want to be over my grieving and ready to move forward if ever W comes back. I want to be strong and ready for anything that happens. To focus on the future not the past.
So I want to ask if memory lane was as painful as it was a week, 2 weeks even a month ago? You are an amazing and strong woman. I believe in you, and you know you can do this even if it's deep down.
What do you have planned for the rest of your day?
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.