Looking for a Spark in the dark

[Sparkls]

Disc golf was a lot of fun but on the drive, it was just constant memories. I'm struggling today and I failed and snooped a little. The best friend of OW is posting things on her FB like "the hardest thing you'll ever do is grieve the loss of someone who's still alive."

I want so desperately to just text him "Please come home."
I just want some sort of temp check. To ask his friend if he's talked to him. IF he's second guessing himself at all. Any of it.