The start of my happiness 4

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Tyler,

I have the entire season of "Homeland" recorded but I cannot bring myself to watch it because the H and I always watched it together. So, it just sits there in the DVR haunting me.

It is such a minefield of emotions. It is hard to know if it is a temperature check or not. I felt like my H was reaching out this week for silly things, so I only responded if absolutely necessary. Been radio silence since Thursday and I hate it. I agree with you - just when you think you are getting more okay with the separation, then you hear from them. And, like Tim said, it is so hard to hear from them and then get nothing. Especially when you are accustomed to talking to them everyday. It makes you crazy and then the mind-reading and fortune-telling start.

I hope you were able to get past the text and just enjoy your boys. It sounds like you are having a wonderful time with them. There is nothing better than spending quality time with your kiddos during this struggle. Enjoy every minute you have!