It's a combo of all of that for me right now. I just feel so overwhelmed by everything. And I want to talk to him and tell him "hey, I want you to come back, please come back" But I know that's not going to help. He's pretty clearly made his choice. I'm just hoping he'll change his mind somehow. He's got to be missing me, right? 8 years of talking to each other every day to nothing has to have some weight right? Sigh.
M:26 H:32 T:8yrs ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16 D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16 Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW I moved to different state: 06/16 Currently: Trying to move forward