The start of my happiness 4

[Tyler12]

I did reply. Said oh cool a new season? She told me a couple episodes. I said oh nice. And that was it.

I am a bit interested to see how this week goes. I don't know how much she is going to be contacting me as she will be away from the boys for the longest she ever has. She made a comment that I shouldn't be surprised if she wants to talk to them often and how 10 days is going to be hard.

Ya it is. I just did almost 3 weeks. Granted i chose it by going away last weekend and studying the weekend before but it was something I had to do. I don't want to inflict pain on her or make her feel bad and I try my to have expectations either way as to how she will act or feel.

Maybe she is getting a sense that I am moving forward. Would I try to work on us right now. Probably. There would be a lot of hesitation and ground rules. As opposed to a month ago when I would have jumped at the chance. In another month who knows. Maybe I will be done maybe I won't.

Thanks for stopping in sparkles. Cooking for yourself is tough, try doing what I said and putting on some music and dancing around, throw in some new spices on old dishes and see how it works out. It's 30-45 minutes of focus that usually results in something delicious