Looking for a Spark in the dark

[Sparkls]

You guys are too sweet. I know I'll get to the point at some point if he doesn't pull his head out of his a$$ that I"ll want someone else. Right now, that idea turns my stomach.
There's a mutual friend of ours who's has strong feelings for me (not reciprocated, though I used to have a crush way back when) that keeps asking how I'm doing. I know he's doing it because he genuinely cares about me but still. It kind of feels like he's pouncing on a fresh kill so to speak. He's a good guy but not what I need right now. Just keeps saying how much of an idiot H is and any guy will be lucky to have me. Sweet, but since I'm not giving up on my R yet, kinda counter productive.