Had a good baseball practice with S11 today. He's hitting bombs and will be ready for the game Tuesday night. I was feeling really good with the exercise and being in the sun, but I looked over at the playground and saw a younger family with a 5 year old boy, with both parents playing with him. Tears welled in my eyes as I recollect how happy WW and I were when S was that age...
I really hate being like this. I never felt this type of sadness or depression before. It just reminded me I wasted 20 years of my life on WW.


Me-LBH, 48
Spouse-WW, 48
Married for 19 years
Son, 12
BD #1 - November 1998 (EA 7 months after wedding)
BD #2 - November 2015 (same XBF EA)
WW filed D February 2016
WW moved out April 2016