Dread Pirate Roberts

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AAAAHHHH I just accidentally deleted my post before I could post it!

Hi cil, I am doing all right. All week I think about coming on the boards, but as a stay-at-home mom turned full-time employee, my weekends are reserved for me, my daughter, and laundry. Still waking up almost every night and really feeling the strain of fatigue during the week. Silver lining: my office is being straightened up in the process of making my financial affidavit.

mut, thanks for the peace-sending. Right back at ya!

job, I read and reread your post all the time. It is something I can strive towards. I continue to make baby steps.

I decided to go off social media (not these forums) because it is hindering my progress. I had sent a nasty private FB message to the OW, who managed to screenshot it, send to my STBX, who then reprimanded me because he was "disappointed." I told him the truth, which was that it was never meant to be seen, that I deleted it soon after I sent it, that I posted an apology which she didn't get because she had blocked me by that point.
Then I got defensive: I'm disappointed by his destruction of a life, a marriage, a family. I didn't write that but I did cancel my FB account. He had fired me publicly as his wife on his page. His photos did not have me in them for the past 3 years. I didn't see it. I was blind. Well, not really, I was able to see and hear him lie all those years. He had gotten a major role as a kid in a movie that made a superstar out of the actor who replaced him (must have had a better agent) because he is obviously Best Actor in leading role in Our Marriage.


nel, Thanks for stopping by. I am going to read your sitch and catch up with you.

On the very positive side of GAL. I was able to save a little girl's life last week when she had a severe allergic reaction. I have the grateful chocolate bunny sitting beside me now.