The begining of the rest of my new life? (3)

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I decided to accept STBXW's suggestion.
I booked one hotel and two rooms. I am staying in a single room.
The four of us went to the cinema and had a great time.
STBXW smilled and talked a lot.
In the evening we went to the restaurant for dinner.
S7 wanted to toast to a wonderful meal and so we did.
Then, and most awkwardly, STBXW asked me what was the camera I was thinking to buy her (remember the last mess started when STBXW asked for my camera).
I didn't answer, but she insisted and asked what was it good for and I told "for portraits". She asked how did I know she liked portraits. I explained her.
Both kids went to the toilet at the same time and we stayed all by ourselves. We just talked about the food.
Now I am typing this in the hotel room.
Why did I decide to do this?
I guess to try something different.
I don't have any expectations and do not hope for any miracle to happen this weekend.
I don't even feel attraction for her right now.
Tomorrow we are going to the opera with the kids.