Hey guys. Today was awful.. I had him "accidentally" leave the hotel room card in his car so when I put the car seats in his car I saw it.

200$ a night resort 3 hours away, gorgeous..I cried in the bathroom. He never knew I pulled it together.

He was extra loving today. I told him to stop touching me and leave me alone. He wanted to hug and love me and I really just want nothing from him.

I told him to back off. It was really annoying.

I think I agree Max.

I was bitchy today. I truth darted probably wrong but I did One.

He asked if I was going yo drive by and check the house. I told him why would I know exactly what the f you are doing.

I wasnt mean or anything just lots of stay offof me.