Looking for a Spark in the dark

[broke]

Sparks - you are still so early in this process. You have been so much stronger than I ever was. Truly, give yourself a ton of credit. I'm sorry you are feeling low. It does hurt to see the wayward partner, then have them disappear again. It hurts to see that they've moved on so quickly. But I don't really think they are happy. I think they are trying different things to fill up their emptiness. I think those of us left behind trying to improve ourselves, face the pain before jumping into a new R will actually be better off. We will find out how to be happy alone and only add a new mate when we select the person that enhances our happiness. You will find that someday, sparks. You are young, smart, strong, caring, successful. You will get there. Bad day today but it will get better. One foot in front of the other.