DB down the drain! Saw STBXH regarding the sale of property and we ended up talking R! I initiated it, yes I know I shouldn't have but I'm fed up of having hopes and waiting. Ask him why she hasn't been introduced to the girls, he said that at the moment the girls are happy, that there is no need, that in a few years time there might be someone else.
I asked him if he was happy and he says he is ok. He's looking forward living close to his sister, that he knows he isn't good in relationship, that he wants to go back to be his own boss.
I asked him if we were to D, he couldn't even say the words but he said that now the relationship is toxic, that he has seen first hand how it can be after an affair!
So I'm sad as I was hoping that I could my M. I feel stupid for believing that it could be saved. I feel hurt because I still love him but he doesn't. I don't know what I have deserved to be cheated on! Can't believe that I'm crying while writing this.
I sent him a text saying that I understand people fall out of love, that what I'm struggling with is the fact that there is no remorse nor any acknowledgment for what I have been going through, that I wasn't the perfect wife but not was he the perfect husband, but that at least I should have been treated in a respectful way.
Now I know it's the end. I thought that I had started to detached emotionally but I haven't.
