Well the despair returned last night and this morning. W found out that she has to take her apt by next saturday or have to wait. When she got the call her mood immediately changed to sadness and fear. Moped a bit. Even asked me if i was going to use it against her that she is moving out.
I did my very best DB but it is so hard. I dont know how I am going to hold it together. She seemed to be sensing my sadness a little and was telling me about what a great bball coach I was and stuff. I felt like she felt guilty and was trying to throw me some crumbs.
It seems everytime she talks about future it seems to be so final with no mention of us.
She asked if I was going to be around when she moved. I told her no. Me and S wont be here as he doesnt need to see his mother moving out. We will share custody however.
I cant believe that 27 years together is coming down to this. My eyes are wet as I am writing this. I am so sad right now. What makes this so hard is there is no arguing, there is no yelling or screaming. I feel like a child. Like she is throwing me a few crumbs and being overly nice to me.
How do I get through this week? Do I engage when she talks about moving out logistics? Or am I to be as if guy?
What is the consensus on helping WAW move. I dont think I could even do it without breaking down. Help.
Fight the good fight no matter the quality of your opponent.
Me-50 WAW-45 S13 Married 24 years Bomb 1-Jan.2008 Disc. EA She came back for 8 years Bomb 2-Jan-2016 Separation 3-12-2016
