My take is very different on this, and I am very proud of you.
I think your subconscious is being very clever indeed, it has absorbed the concept of spell breaker and is giving you small intermittent spell breaks when it feels safe. That is when you have support.
- I doubt if it is any surprise that WH is living with OW, despite his gaslighting and smoke and mirrors.
- you know WH sacked you as his W
- any shock that those having PAs have trysts?
- your WH treatment of you goes back to the start of your R
- you recognise sweet cycles
- OW is pond scum and very nasty
- WH will eventually complete the cycle of Limmerance, devaluation and discard with OW and move on to OW2 or try to recycle you
- this is Intel not snooping ok? Snooping would be digging researching to find the hotel, time of arrival, what they had for dinner, how many times they picked each other's noses. This is proof for your L that WH is in an A, you have a witness and heresay from the stall replacement. All good INTEL.
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Yet a further way to detatch.
So well done to Reds subconscious, for the reality check.
Now if you want you can truth dart!
Excellent
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
