Still NC - Trying to move forward

[broke]

Okay, guys who work out, coach their kids' teams, cook and love to shop?! I'm with Sparks - sign me up :-).

Ugh - the weekends are tough aren't they?! I'm feeling slightly better only because I've driven to my parents with the kiddos. My family will spoil us rotten for 24 hours before we head back home.

Well, I've only been in love once....to the jerk face H who has turned out to be a liar and cheater. So, I really want to get comfortable with myself and be happy being alone before I figure out what I'm looking for in my next R. I guess that's why DB'ing works even without reconciliation.

I sincerely think you all are great people trying to better yourselves and stand for your relationships. It gives me hope for humanity. And, you help me through this D trauma on a daily basis. I couldn't have gotten through Wednesday without your support. So while I know you are hurting, please know that you are a blessing to me. And know that you are worthy of great love. From whoever that may be.