Well we've met and it was interesting. We sat to eat and I mentioned that I realized by being trying to be overly fair I had messed up the calculations. I asked if she knew I would always try to be honest with her. She said yes with tears in her eyes. We quickly agreed a division which was the same as in December. After that it was mainly me telling her stories of S and work, always smiling and listening when she complained about her R with S. I didn't ask after her life and she must be aware I don't care. She was wearing a new outfit (she always loved the sales) and she went on about the clothes she had seen for me and how she had almost rung me! I laugh and changed topics. After paying for the snack we walked to her car, her linking arms and saying she owed me a dinner, me deflecting with a non committal laugh. At the car she hugged and kissed me, asking did I want her to get me anything from the sales. No thanks. I feel sad and wistful but she's back home to OM and me back to NC. I'm still in love but I know who and what she is. Nothing I can do there. Tomorrow out for a match with S and then movie and a dinner with a friend.
