Hi Mahhhty, it must have been hard to hear that third hand. I am sorry. It's probably best to sit with how you feel for a little while - particularly as the surgery is so imminent. There will come a time when you can make yourself heard - but best to allow a little time and distance first perhaps.

Take care xx

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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus