I really wish I could tell you Red. You will know when you are ready. I think with each new hurt that rope slips a little more from your hands and the entire way through. Then you will look down and see nothing and wander "what am I holding on too?" I wish I could help you more than that but I am sorry dear I cannot. Please stay strong and congratulations on the job offer!
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16