I'm jealous that the OW is having all the things I wanted him to do with me. I'm tired of crying, tired of being lonely. I'm tired of feeling like I am wasting my life away secretly hoping he will change in time.
I have been separated almost 3 months and he is moved in with her, in love, taking her on vacations and now fully ignoring me even about the kids, spending all this money, buying new toys. Can you have a mid life crisis at 26.
What is the point anymore of being nice to him? I mean I'm working on me and the kids. I got another job offer today, I'm trying my best to get ready for the divorce.
Right now I Just need advice on how to let go. How do I drop the rope? How do I kill all desire to be with him? How do I move on and get the divorce? How do I really give up?
I need to. I want to. I'm trying to force myself to, but I don't know HOW.
Knowing him I will have to be the one to walk away and file. I will have to make all the hard decisions alone while he has his dream life in his bubble.
