Well V, if you read this, you will be very dissappointed in me.
I had someone tell me my H is living with her full time and that is why he is being so distant and cold to me.
Literally 1.5 hours from his job he is willing to drive for her.
I had someone confirm they are on vacation right now.
I went to her job.
She is not there and on vacation.
She works at a farmers market so my friend walked by her stall Just shopping and the old lady filing in spoiled the beans, started just talking about how She was filing in and talking about the OW.
Said OW took the weekend off to go on a romantic getaway with her new love. My friend Just smiled and went along with it before finishing shopping in that area and came back to My car to tell me.
I broke down.
I threw 100$ out my window today.
I don't know why I do this too myself. Why do I care? Why? I'm jealous. He never wanted to do that with me. I'm hurt. I'm lonely.
I really want to Just go sleep with someone just to see if it helps even though this is my crazy side talking.
I'm really wanting to just file the papers and be done now.
